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[Mar. 17th, 2006|09:31 am]
mamanrecovering
I would like a week of NO KIDS and NO HUSBAND and time to clean. The first night I would go out with friends to a decadent dinner with plenty of wine and sleep in and have a hot bath and see a matinee. Then I would start in on the cleaning that needs to be done. I woudln't feel guilty for not taking time out to be with the kids or DO something with them.

I need a vacation. DH needs a vacation. We'd like one together but we definitely don't want to bring the kids! HA! As IF!

I no NO ONE who would take all of our kids for the 3-4 days it would take for us to get ourselves back.

And where exactly is DH going to go for a WEEK with 3 kids he needs to get away from?

This feeling of being trapped is here again.

I'm making it difficult for myself. I'm sure I need to just let go and let god and all will work itself out. As I KNOW it does.

But sometimes I think I'm given feelings to act on my own behalf? Fooling myself? Maybe.
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